I knew it all along...

Jesse McCartney is the devil. How did I come to this conclusion you ask? Well, duh: He wants my soul! While driving around in Houson on Friday with Ashley/Rachel/Sara I heard him singing on the radio. I quote - "I want you and your beautiful soul". Oh yeah, he wants me... and my soul!! I see how it is, Jesse. Well, don't think I'll give it up that easily. Yes... the war between good and evil is on!

Prom was this weekend and I was really glad that I ended up going. I mean, even though the dance was stupid, and I didn't actually get to dance, at least I got prettified. That is, after all, the most important part. I came to my own house for the afterparty since I'm not into the whole "party party" thing. It was wonderful. I drank a Bawls, which I have deemed to be the nerd's beer, and ate candy and stuff and played lots and lots of video games.

So, flipping through random people's blogs I discovered that people are sad and angry... a lot of the time. I'm just glad that it doesn't seem that I'm as bad off as they are. Of course, people often use their blogs as a ranting page to spill out their pains and sorrows. I just try to avoid the depressing stuff to give people something else to read. Of course, it's all boring and uninteresting, but at least it's different... I guess. But this time, I'm going to do something different for me. I'm going to take a little time to rant. No one will really entirely understand what I'm talking about, but this part is for me.

I'm sick of trying, but I'm also sick of not trying. No matter how hard I try, it never works, but no matter how much I procrastinate, I still get screwed over. It's not fair, and I'm sick of it. I tried. I really really did. And where does it get me? That's right, no where. No where but rude comments and ridicule. I'm about to give up. I want to pop some zombies. That would make it all better. Aside from the failure of my attempts, attempts which no one understands... not even me, really, Jesse McCartney wants my soul. I think that beats out everyone else's problems by a landslide. You'll never get it, Jesse. Never I say!