What Now?

I beat the Naughty Sorceress on KoL the other day. I could ascend at any minute. I just don't know whether or not I should. I mean, first I have to decide whether I want to do a ronin or hardcore ascension, then I have to decide if I do choose hardcore, if I want to take a path or not, and then I still have to pick my zodiac sign thing and choose which familiar to keep and then I'm not even sure if I've done everything I want to do before I ascend. Decisions, decisions. I'm so not good at decisions. If you've known me for more than a week you should know how bad I am at making a decision and sticking with it. All this time I've been working toward this goal, and now that I've achieved it I don't know if I want to follow through and get my reward. There will never be any turning back. It's like marriage, except even if my husband (ascension) beats me daily, I can't get a divorce. I'm pretty convinced that Kingdom of Loathing is Catholic in that sense. Which means my mom would probably want me to marry it. But anyway, back to the point, it'll probably take me a good week before I finally muster up the courage to ascend. Hopefully I'll have figured out whether or not I have anythig that I need to do before I ascend. But we'll see...